Summary of 2015

Hey guys it's been weeks or even MONTHS ever since I updated my blog and again I'm so sorry about that because I was really busy and I got to admit I was too lazy to blog at the same time oops . So as you can tell from the title of this blog post , I'll be doing a little "summary" of the whole entire 2015 but before I start I want to wish all my readers out there a Happy New Year and have a blessed 2016. P.s this blog post will be a little Long but do read it !! (-: 

Without further to do let's get started .. The things I want to talk about are how 2015 was like for me . I got to admit that 2015 was a pretty insane , tough & crazy year for me. How was it like for you ? I don't know about you but for me , that was how I felt. Why insane ? Why tough ? Why crazy ? Well first , there was so many ups and downs in life not just last year and I'm Super Glad that I actually have friends and people like you guys that stood by my side most of the time , giving me your constant support and I really do appreciate them a lot! Secondly , as most of you know , I transferred up from the NT stream to the NA stream , that's the reason why I said last year was pretty tough especially it was a streaming year for me but I managed to pulled through with everyone's constant support including my family! I admit that it wasn't easy for me , people in my class were more "competitive" compared to my previous class and at times I could just break down because it's really wasn't easy for me to "catch-up" with the NA students but I'm Glad I did in the end.. Which i Guess is something good ...?! Let me state one of them , ok so .. back when I was in the NT stream , Maths was easy for me as I love Maths a lot ever since I entered Secondary school and maybe that's because the teacher that taught me was patient with me and she explains those that I was unsure of like Super detailed so Yeap and now in NA , Maths to me was like a WHOLE NEW LEVEL because it's more of the "advanced" type and not the "basics" so when I actually had my first class test , I was Super confident that I would score an 'A' because back in the NT stream I used to score 'A' & like what I said , it was only the "basics"  ( not trying to boast or anything but I want you guys to understand me better.. ) ok coming back to the class test ,  I scored a little above average only therefore I broke down in class and that was the most silly thing I ever did as I'm thinking of it now omg zz .. Anyways , my teacher then gave me a small Apple note with some encouraging words on it making me feel more motivated and so I actually decided to put in more effort in not just Maths but all the other subs too. Thirdly , crazy . Why ? Because there's so many dramas like really . Askfm , school and all that blah blah blah ... Alright let's talk about school first . This is Super normal especially when it comes to an all GIRLS' SCHOOL . I'm not trying to tell those P6s out there that going to an all girls' school is BAD I'm really not but if you want to come to a girls' school prepare yourself to experience all these crazy drama for 4 years of your life in school. People will bitch about you and be a two faced bitch I mean I'm one of them too and I bet everyone is because we are all humans after-all but SOME , are just way too much and they go beyond the line of not knowing when's the right time to SPEAK and not to .

 Next , Askfm . I know some of you guys hate on me and I really don't get why like hello ? Did I ever do anything wrong to you ? Did I kill your family members or your friends ? That's a big NO . So I really don't get why but honestly I'm not affected by it because if you actually think of it , it's really shallow of anons to send me hate behind their computer screen like .. Mmm don't you have something better to do , I bet you do. I always tell myself that " people can hate on you but what's most important is that , you know yourself best and you shall prove to others if they look down on you " so eventually I'll just brush it off! And again if you actually think of it , anons are people who are behind their small little screen . You won't know who and no one will know except God. It could be ONE pathetic person behind the small screen trying to manipulate 10 other people by using "different typing way" ( if you get what I meant ) hating on you and I think that's really stupid of you to do that HAHA.. 

Next up is anons saying I don't STUDY and I go out almost every single day or perhaps EVERYDAY . Yes I admit that I go out everyday but look that's because it's the holidays . I'm having a 3 months of break from school at the end of the year and tell me who wouldn't want to enjoy that precious 3 months of break after working so hard on exams right but I got to tell you that I don't usually go out during school days even if I do it's like on a weekend which is either a Saturday or a Sunday. Coming back to saying that I don't study ... look tell me who would want to post on their social medias like " OH HEY GUYS LOOK I'M STUDYING !!!!!! " .... Mmm that's a big no no alright like why do you want people to know that you're studying ? If you're studying then shouldn't you be focusing on your work instead of posting on your social medias that you are actually studying ? It's stupid how one would want to post " OH HEY I'M STUDYING "  and then the next moment they are on their phone texting or doing other stuff ?!?!?!? If I don't study , tell me how did I get promoted ? Tell me how did I even get to be in Sec 3 next year ?! Sometimes you got to use your brain before you speak or even hate on someone yknow.. NEXT , hating on me for using "bad English" well , I didn't know that when I came into this country whereby there's this rule and it goes like " citizens can only use proper English " . Why the hate ?! C'mon accept me for who I am , that's how I type or talk so you got to suck it up . If you don't like the way I type or talk then WHY in the first place are you even on my blog or watching my videos ? LOL funny how some people thinks they are all perfect with no flaws . Well I'm sorry for using "bad English" I grew up in a Singlish country & my English isn't AS PERFECT AS YOURS but then again too bad you got to suck it up .

Moving on , people following my spam account just to see what I post and then the next moment they'll be shooting me on my askfm " attention seeker" , " why Go out with so many boys u think u pretty only right " , " lol sick also must post on your spam when no one asked " and the list goes on .. Ok firstly , I want to thank you for being so into my life and I appreciate it a lot because that shows that people actually cares for me . Secondly , I get it that it's fun to follow someone you hate on their spam then later on shoot them on their ask but have you ever thought of how low of yourself to do that? Lastly , if you don't like me then in the first place you shouldn't even be requesting to follow me on my spam right LOL that's just really stupid and that shows how much you actually care when you hate that person . WOT M8?! After stating all those you guys might be thinking that's the reason why I deleted my spam account but the actual reason is not that . It's because my spam isn't like a spam and it isn't how I wanted it to be as my previous spam acc the one that I deleted , I was posting RUBBISH HAHA so I'll be creating a new acc instead with non posted filtered pictures on my main and I'll update you guys on my username if you want to follow me & please do not misunderstand me for deleting my spam because of haters because it's REALLY not . 

Last but not least , I'm Super thankful for everyone who gave me your constant support without your support , I wouldn't be who I am today :") . Right now I'm trying to balance out my studies with blogging and making videos therefore I promise that I'll make more videos and blog more often and of course I would be away if I have to during situations where exams are around the corner and so please do understand as it's really not easy since this year it'll be kind of a busy year for me too! I want to say that I'm really happy and touched when you earthlings out there actually say that you've missed my blog posts and asking me to make more videos !!! <3 thank you so so so much have a great year ahead and God bless . Keep this in mind that today is the start of a new blank page of a 366 page book , write a good one. 

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